Shall be a quick post. Not feeling too good now. Ugh. Finally an off day! Just realized I've only worked for 4 days this week. But that four days seemed like forever! Hahah, glad it's over anw. One more last day to work till the end of the week. The first week of Jan was a total disaster. Hopefully it's gna turn brighter next week onwards! Been too emotional lately for some reasons but I'm trying my best. I hope people see what are the efforts I'm putting in.. I hate to be judged. Who does anyway? Does judging me make you life perfect? Hmm.. Get a lifee please. Today at Around 10am received a call from dad, the first thing he asked was weather i did what he told me to(which was so spy on rose through fb) . Got totally so pissed. Like hello! I only managed to slept at 3am last night. Today I can finally sleep long and u bloody woke up my sleep to ask me to spy on someone? What am I ? A bloody PI stalker? I'm sorry if I sounded to sarcastic . Was rather too grumpy. Ugh. I'm trying to understand your situation. I don't mind helping but not to this very extend! Your putting too much pressure on me. I feel pressurized. Stop expecting so much from me. All these is just adding more to my burdens. Sometimes I wish I was strong enough to have the courage to stab myself and end it all. Why try so hard when no kne notices? Sighs.. It's just a thought. Please don't think too much bout it okay(:

Then met Valerie at Plazasingapura at 1.15pm. Watched War Horse. Was abit boring but equally touching about friendship(: overall i guess I still enjoyed the show. So sentimental . Caught myself and Afew others wiping off our tears at the ending. Not to mention the horse, named Joey in the movie was such a beauty And the scenery was breathtaking! Whhooo! Do catch it in Cinemas! Looking forward to new upcoming movies! Don't care if I have to burn my wallet ;P but it shouldn't be a problem since I'm working )3

Will post again soon! (Y)

You can say what you want about me, but I am who I am, and that is something you could never be.