Kinda feeling left out and uneasy . Just I feeling. Hope I wont be bothered about it so much. I just wish to be happy, not having to bother about what people are going to say about me. Why do I feel like I'm always being judged? Can you guys cut me some slack? I deserve some recognition for the goodwork ive put in. I may have committed a mistake or two in the past but it's alr over. Why do u keep brining up the matter all the time? Stop pinpointing. Like as if I'm the only one at fault. So tired. Just can't wait to end work. Crowd was hectic, on top of that we spend 1.5hours of our unpaid breaktime to spring clean the whole shop. But what simply could I say? It's like everyones doing it.. Just glad that there was teamwork between ourselves. Abit irritated w the old man though. Acting like a know it all. Darn! I've Been working there ever since Feb2010 la okay going to be two years soon who the hell are you to tell me how to do my job? Go fly kite please. Your so much older than me. I treat you with utmost respect. This was the very least I expected from you. I just feel so disappointed w mum too that she's siding with a bloody third party instead of her own daughter. Am I really your daughter? Was I really in your womb for 10months? Sigh.. Mornings going right. When will things eventually turn for the better for me huh? I shall stop procrastinating and get some sleep nao! xx

You can say what you want about me, but I am who I am, and that is something you could never be.